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The good thing about not having a computer: less distractions from writing. When I have mine back, I'll have at least three updates for The Strange Aeons, maybe more. At last I have a clear sense of where the story is going, instead of waving both arms in front of me in the dark hoping to stumble into it.

Having thought about the things ahead, I am a little nervous about not putting any warnings on it, since that seems to be de rigueur on the internets, but I object to doing it on principle. Published novels don't come with warnings, and I intend to be a Published Author someday.

After all, if Stephenie Meyer can do it, how hard can it be?
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It's been brought to my attention that some of my creations, particularly my conversions, are being shared on DLMulsow's forum.

Naturally I'm not happy about this. But, as all I can do is state my policy and request that people honor it, there isn't really anything I can do unless I want to start shitflinging, which I don't particularly. So, once again, please don't use any of my creations on sims uploaded to DLMulsow's, in houses, whatever. I don't like how things are run over there, consequently I don't want my things being used there.
In interests of not being a twat, do not much care anymore.

In other news, the computer continues to be a hot mess. Going to try repairing Windows on the C drive, and if that doesn't work, I'm calling MSI to find out what this bullshit is about needing a floppy drive. Aside from all that, things are going all right. I'm getting a decent amount of writing done, and remembering how much fun it can be. TSA, so far, hasn't been very fun. Which is disappointing. It has all the elements I like in a story (or will, when I get to them), but it's not doing it for me yet. I'm sure it will find its voice eventually, but at present I'm not enjoying writing it.

I've been working on an older story instead, which has been quite fun. Here's a peek. )

Been listening to 'Birthright' pretty much nonstop for the last few days. My excuse is that the theme applies to the theme of the story I'm working on. Which is true, but the rest of the truth is that F minor makes me metaphorically wet myself with glee.
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Computer repairs still in progress. Since we are currently about 400 miles apart, Tim has had to coach me over the phone. Most of our session between one and two a.m. this morning went like this:

Motherboards are actually well-known for their camoflauge skills. )

In other news, this is fantastic. I've been talking Celldweller for a few entries now and I'm sure you're all sick of it, but I'm still in love. Partly because I associate almost every single one of his songs with some character or story of mine. (Unlike Stephenie Meyer, I have no intention of publicizing that fact if I'm ever published. I doubt Klayton wants to be associated with the kind of stories I write.)

The computer being broken has been something of a blessing as far as my writing is concerned; I've written six pages longhand, which is already more than I wrote most of last year. Now I am anxious for my computer to be fixed so I can type it up properly and fling it at [livejournal.com profile] uniformautumn and [livejournal.com profile] beescratch all "LOOK WHAT I DID!" I have poor impulse control when it comes to sharing my stories. If someone encourages me or, God forbid, makes me believe they enjoy my writing, they are doomed. As doomed as the mariner after he killed the albatross. Yay out-of-place, pretentious literary allusions.

Also thinking about firing up Finale and working on that opera. The problem there being that Finale is on my computer, not this one.
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I posted chapter one, part one of The Strange Aeons. Part two is nearly done, but I've lost steam for now. I was also going to do something fancy as a sort of prologue, but again, lost some enthusiasm for today. The pictures are not especially inspired (especially the bicycle bits, but I did the best I could with those), but it's the story that's important to me. The pictures are there mostly for fun. If you're interested, it's over here.

It's been literally years since I've shared any writing on the internet. Going to go stuff myself into a corner now.
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The things that must get done before I post the first part of the story (going to do it on LJ, because it's easy to do and keep track of):

- write Juliet and Walt in the apartment
- sim Juliet in the park
- sim Juliet and Walt in the apartment

The first scene has been written and even has Boyfriend Approval. Said boyfriend does not care for reading much, so if I can keep his attention for more than fifty or so words, I know I've done well.

The story will be posted at [livejournal.com profile] thestrangeaeons, though there's nothing there yet. I plan to knock out the second scene tonight and sim it through the weekend, so fairly soon there should be something there.

/shameless self promotion



Edit: This is why I love Carla.

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Comic is Kate Beaton's. Shooping is [livejournal.com profile] ugly_kitties's.
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I've reached a sort of decision re: simming. I'm going to take a little break from it. Rambling, uncalled-for explanation to follow. )

Aaaaanyway. Am making some copypasta retextures of some of Aikea and Gelydh's shirt textures, including the FT sweater separates. Will share when finished.

And now, the to-do list of things that must get done before the story can happen.

- TITLE TITLE TITLE (hard because I usually do this last.)
- cut off extra blossoms and enlarge remaining flower of Steffor's irises AND REMESH THE LEAVES APPARENTLY
- adjust copy of iris to look wilted
- recolor rebecah's bicycle
- build apartments: Walt, Valerie
- build shells at least of college buildings: 4/8
- build Canterbury Park
- recolor photographs appropriately

It seems a little less daunting when laid out in list format. The title is going to kill me, though. I try to let my stories name themselves, but this time I can't start it til it's chosen.

Oh, well. Something will come.

Songs.

Oct. 10th, 2008 05:11 pm
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Actually, I think if I were a song I'd be 'O mio babbino caro', from Gianni Schicchi, but I no longer have the version of it I like best and I can't find it on Youtube. So, instead, the next most fitting, in accordance with [livejournal.com profile] pooklet's rules:

- Just post "If I were a song I'd be this one" with a link to the song.
- The link can be a song uploaded to a file sharing site or on Youtube or pretty much anywhere.


If I were a song, I'd be this one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ne28N4HcaeI

More music and, additionally, story babbling. )

I lied, I found a recording of it on Youtube while composing this entry. What I wouldn't give to have pipes like Renata Tebaldi.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5SHoxqjbAsI
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Sampling here for interested parties. )

Speaks for itself, I think. It's a bit depressing, but to be expected when you're as out of practice as I am, I suppose. I haven't done any serious writing in, oh, two years at least. God, that's awful.

For those interested, it's a snippet from one of the many novels knocking about the haunted house that serves as my brain. I'm a bit bummed because lately it's been easier to pick out songs for characters and daydream about the story and where it's going and pat myself on the back for the seemingly endless parade of ideas I have about it, than it is to actually write the bastard. It used to be harder to come up with things than to write them. I miss those days. Way back when, it seemed like writing just poured out of me. Not necessarily good writing, but writing nonetheless. Now I'm glad to get a few paragraphs a day. Hey, at least it's not another Dragonforce post, amirite?

Also, am I the only one who sees a resemblance here?

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Separated at birth y/n? (I don't care if one's nearly twenty years older than the other. There was a time warp.)

Ideas.

Aug. 8th, 2008 09:54 am
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Don't you just love when one pops into your head unannounced, sits down, and stays awhile?

*writes furiously*
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Felt sick this morning, so I went to bed about nine (after being up all night, yes), and just woke up a few hours ago. Being me, I decided that, instead of using this time to do something smart like possibly working on the frigging book, I'd finish a photoshoot I began a couple days ago. Since it's tangentially related to The Story, I decided it still counted as working on the book, and fired up Sims.

I had a vague sense of what I wanted out of this, and had it somewhat planned out, but it ended up being more a chance for me to play with my collection of pose hacks. It also came out rather differently than I'd expected, mainly because I couldn't figure out how to get the sims to do some of the things I wanted. One of these days I'm going to have to sit down with all my hacks and go through them and watch everything they do so I can start learning. In this case, I pretty much ended up doing the same things I always do.

Anyway, here's the rather banal results, in case anyone's interested.

Picspam will be inflicted upon all who dare to click. )

In other news, I would have such a crush on Marc Almond if he weren't in his fifties and gay. I think I just have a thing for British tenors.
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This is a summary of what I've been doing instead of what I should be doing (namely, writing).

Idiocy is this way. )

Seeing as this is the general order of events, it will take me sixty years to complete a novel. By which point I will be eighty, senile, and no longer interested in writing. This is a troubling development.
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Somehow, after spending two days (non-consecutively) setting up a picture EXACTLY AS I WANTED IT, I managed to take it with a glaring error.

Evidence of my fuckery here. )

In the course of trying to replicate it, I did get a few other shots I liked, and thought I'd share without spamming GoS's picture board. As usual, it appears that set building is my strong point, and that I must lurk moar in discussions of sim posing.

Moar pictures! )

Aaaand finally, after two more hours of fussing with the sims and trying to recreate the original pose, I gave up, booted up Photoshop, and proceeded to give it a half-assed repair. The results are visible but tolerable, and I saved a layer-separated version in case I feel like going back and dicking with it some more.

The result! )

Never again will I push Print Screen without first checking to make absolutely sure nothing is highlighted. This isn't the first time this has happened, sadly.

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